Sometimes I don’t understand why people enjoy my company or think I’m basically a good person. I’m dishonest, overly critical, and cynical. I manipulate and play a role for the people I’m around half the time. I don’t know what goes on in my head anymore so I just say and do things without thinking and without remorse. I don’t want to be complimented or pitied, I just want to be fucking understood. I want people to realize that I’m kind of a shitty person and accept me anyway and help me get better. I feel so goddamn shallow all the time, like I’m not a real person anymore.
fuck
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cptsprots said:
>Implying we wouldn’t accept anyway you and help you get better
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pastelkawaiicunt said:
You just described me. Are you psychic?
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